Dear Hannah Kate,
Tomorrow is a big day. It is your birthday! Five. The big F-I-V-E. I can hardly believe how fast the years have flown by.
It’s so cliche but it really is true that time goes so fast. It seems like such a short time ago when I became a momma and met you for the very first time.
You have changed so much even in just the past year. You truly are becoming your own person. It has been bittersweet as you have discovered–and asserted–your independence. While it has been trying at times, since you cannot make all of your own decisions, it has also been so wonderful to see the remarkable girl you are becoming.
You are creative. I have so much fun seeing you discover and explore your creative talents. You have an incredible talent for art, and you light up the room with your smile when you dance. You have more talent building Legos than I ever will, and you tell stories and make believe adventures that are so silly and fun to be a part of.
You are kind. You are always thinking of others, and you want nothing more than to be a good sister, daughter and friend. You are quick to offer help, and I continually see you putting others’ needs before your own.
You are generous. One of the things you do that makes me smile is how you want to share something you enjoy with others. You want to share your art projects or your love of dance. And if you are enjoying a treat, you always want Mommy or Daddy to try some, too. 🙂 You may not always want to share your toys with your sister, but you have a love for her that just melts my heart.
You are filled with empathy. This is a quality that will get you so far in life. You feel what others do. You want nothing more than to be with people who are hurting, to bring your kindness and your love. I see just how much you care for anyone who is having a hard time, and it makes me so proud to see the heart you have for others.
You love fiercely. Oh my heart. You love in such a way that pierces me. It makes me want to be a better mom, a better person. You love me so unconditionally. The “I forgive you, Mommy” when I mess up. The bear hugs and snuggles I get from you every day. The desire to connect, so deeply, with everyone in your life. Your love for God, your family, your church family and your friends at school. To see that in you at such a young age, I am so inspired by your loving kindness. May you never lose this light within you, sweet girl.
I have not been one to dwell in the past and wish for the days that you were a baby. With each stage of your life, I have seen such beauty, experienced so much joy. My beautiful girl, I cannot wait to see what the next year brings.